empirical shadows and beautiful light

my faith resides in how your inner fray
will leave you for how often you have prayed

so if your deepest thoughts have been the borer

of mournfulness to sadden you with gray

ensuingly as you tell me your story

Warning: Strong language

a dance
through

a mossy dream

ignited

on a penetrating night

so much so

that its embrace

(unclothed

in spectacular shapes)

displays
an unparalleled 
eloquence 

as it sways
there
amid the stars
its
beauty
enraptures
so bright, so bright 

leaving me
in 'awe'

 

i sense
you ever peering through
my captivation
as words bleed of beauty...
my love, you've always been of
my righteous breath

while sensing you as i traverse
my very soul
through days of yore when once
so peacefully we slept
and loved, and loved again, and
again... forever imprinted atop forever

and ideally with only you;
my one, my all, my very own,
i will lastingly believe it's here
we've affectionately stood,
no matter how imperfectly i am able
to engross.

 the truth of this
blends as an enchanting fantasy
while breathing its sweetest breath
against the sheathing
of my soul

i veil my eyes, the waves whisper to the shore
and echo, echo, echo... seducing me,
then i gaze to the heavens and think
only of her touch

without warning she finds my thoughts
and finds me
(in the flesh... half exposed)
for her private pleasure

i'm awakened to arousing kisses
on the strand while
her soft lips bring me to die
for every ounce of her i am fed;
my sweet enchantress, my Erato

the salty taste imbues across my tongue
and spontaneously inflames my passion for her--
so contiguous and... intensified

"take me" she soothingly whispers
so i caress against her thigh,
gradually moving my hand to her secret Eden,
and her body, oh that flawless body,
with stirred expression appeals to me
while she lets out a deep and fervent gasp

this gently baits my lustful appetite and so
lower, lower, lower i trail my hungry mouth, my lips,
my tongue to feed from the depth of her

i feel her latch on to my unfolded raven hair and moan
as i explore softly against
her juices flow, enjoying her
(while  lush desire kindles)

the scent is so beautiful and following my fill
i slowly climb to greet the peak
of her voluptuous curves with my
scouring urge

like wildfire she beckons me
through a savoriness of bliss
with unseeing eyes... her enticing kiss

and then oh,
i push my love evenly in her while she holds me
closer, closer, closer still
while a delighted inhale, which carries me
nearly to weakness, confesses

delicately she looks into my eyes as
the truest bliss settles in and we
are celestially intertwined -- making love with eternity

oh, bring to me vague beauty, love between the dreams and lies consider me when you think of while praying to the skies a thing of such amended life which hadn't once imbued its essence here to calm your strife when wailing in the nude it might be me who failed your heart while stealing what you breathe and how i doubt we'll ever part from all the things that seethe i'll die before your eyes again when you leave in the lurch of the secret self you stain as you ponder and search

could
be a blessing
then I wish go
way of all flesh
and
liberate her
from that
unrighteous salvation

until
the solitude we once knew

it is

My love, it's you I shall softly revive

When beauty escapes and withers and dies

And before your grave as the rain soaks the earth

Within that moment you may long to traverse

I'll reawaken your heart and for me

You'll remain as my life in solace, my queen

'Til you yearn and reveal to me your hunger

And kiss me as sweet as the heavens asunder

This gift of eternal life is for you

Beneath the pale, pale light of the moon

I weep as you overwhelm my still heart

Now rise my beloved and follow the dark

Here by the candlelight alone in the night
Beyond my belief as I bury my  woes
I know you will find the words I convey
Painted on the door for the things that I  hold

By the shattering point of my thoughts that  embrace
Everything I ask you to surrender for  me
To have us together beneath coated  skies
And not die in the very first moment I  weave

All in all by my life and the ripen  day
And that radiance burning within you, the  night
Becomes my companion while I long for your  heart
Sensing you'll find on the wall that I  write

My confessions of love that I'll surely  endow
To you as I search for all that I've  lost
For what I believed to have seen in your  pain
And how you take me from the places I've  crossed

So what I will scrawl for you on the  wall
Pours from my heart and soul which does  mirror
Things in your thoughts that will soon lock  away
The beauty you bare and unveil through your  tears

she  sits
within a  cask
of tears

torn by the  revelations
of yesterday

she'll drown,  she'll drown
straining for an ounce of life
to  breathe

i rouse the hard luck of my youth
inside my mind then paint it here
for all that i  now understand
it seems to  me that love is rare
the days have  come and surely gone
when i was but  a little boy
my world was  rough and filled with blame
for everything  within that void
no sympathy was  for me then
no solitude for  me to hide
my youth was  but a broken dream
by which a  tearful lullaby
was sung to  calm my weariness
and yet it  failed to sooth my heart
my angels could  not guide me from
the road on  which my soul embarked
with every day  and every night
i whispered  such a hopeful prayer
then closed my  eyes to dream again
into a  place of no despair

There's no way to take me back
From the life that I guide behind
The secret door I keep
Revisiting within my mind

Where death walks throughout my fate
Beneath that mournful sky
I watch how the clouds open
And I've never thought to ask why

My loneliness has never seemed
To fail and wash away
So if I engrave you here
Will you swear that you'll always stay

I wail out my soul to you
With each night that gives and takes
And embrace the undying hours
Of the life that you awake

I realize now more than  ever
That the things I have wished  were perfect
Can never be so in this  glitch
Of a life as I wonder if it's worth it
To carry on day in and day  out
With the weight of my so  called existence
To others I feel I'm  pathetic
As they focus on my  imperfections
My life remains as endless  pages
And chapters of tears and  pain
From time to time I dare to  smile
But it always ends in  shame
So who am I and why am I  here
If I've never felt I  was needed
There are times I cry in the  night
Wishing I knew the  reason

i stand beneath the night then weep
and yearn for her again
unending in my every thought
is how i bring back when

she neared as the eclipsing skies
began to pour and heave
they bore far more than sweet delight
than all of dreams could weave

as far as love endowed the kiss
which brought my heart to sigh
while swirling in the pheromones
of liquid sunshine skies

the sweet appetence of her lips
were made from heaven's light
i need the way she surges through
my weary soul tonight

i think more how i crave that love
as i recall her face
and grip my raven hair then weep
while reveries embrace

absorbing this can never be
again for i'm alone
and so i'll sit beneath the night
in fragile somber tone