Showing posts with label Lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lost. Show all posts
shadows aggravate
my heart,
love seems so far away --
so far, so far
and i am lost
beneath the blue veil
of my dreams
i'll linger awhile,
torn, lost without
everything
i never actually knew yet
fantasied of
constantly
no matter how
elegance no longer laces
through all i once held near
i'll wander through and search
for you
'til breath becomes the chill
the air accumulates through
its pale frigidness and
tears fall while
memories loom
i'll sit here and watch
the craving earth
endure
the fragmented rain
and want more
to escape
my very breath of life
ever... and again
my heart,
love seems so far away --
so far, so far
and i am lost
beneath the blue veil
of my dreams
i'll linger awhile,
torn, lost without
everything
i never actually knew yet
fantasied of
constantly
no matter how
elegance no longer laces
through all i once held near
i'll wander through and search
for you
'til breath becomes the chill
the air accumulates through
its pale frigidness and
tears fall while
memories loom
i'll sit here and watch
the craving earth
endure
the fragmented rain
and want more
to escape
my very breath of life
ever... and again
laden moonlight emerges
through the forest green and
gracefully dances
amid the shimmering
shoal
of the pond that sits before
me
i ponder nothing and yet
everything that should have ever
mattered
to her agitating
soul
faith? what had she doubted
in her last unfathomable
inquiry?
where was she coming from?
chaos invites me into
its cradling haven and
raven strands of tedious hair
wrap around my crooked
fingers
brown eyes gleaming simply of...
my absence
what the fuck did she
expect?
"i don't know what i believe in and that's the truth. read my poetry... i believe in whatever i write blindly about." -- Robert Anderson
"i don't know what i believe in and that's the truth. read my poetry... i believe in whatever i write blindly about." -- Robert Anderson
deeply into a dream
followed by shadows formed starkly
by the aftermath of my pain
and you are all i can envision,
as heavenly as you remain to me--
loved as the embryo of my forsaken life
fueling gusts of wind challenge me
as my strength begins depreciating my own
inner secret self
for all i am
save me -- oh, darling save me
from my soul
lest i die
i scavenge for a piece of me
through shattered reveries
for love so that i may be free
come scavenge for my soul with me
from where you haunt my aching heart
to where i'll always die
then scavenge for a way to part
away these tears i cry
what way is there i'm meant to be
when they can't understand
i scavenge for that piece of me
throughout these foreign lands
and crawl with hands leading the way
in hope to find my eyes
and when i do i'll search for you
beneath your sordid guise
through shattered reveries
for love so that i may be free
come scavenge for my soul with me
from where you haunt my aching heart
to where i'll always die
then scavenge for a way to part
away these tears i cry
what way is there i'm meant to be
when they can't understand
i scavenge for that piece of me
throughout these foreign lands
and crawl with hands leading the way
in hope to find my eyes
and when i do i'll search for you
beneath your sordid guise
it pains me
through depth i cannot fathom
to know you linger quietly,
so alone.
through depth i cannot fathom
to know you linger quietly,
so alone.
while absorbed by your chaos--
the tenderness of a misguided fool,
i well up.
why have we fallen,
broken... together yet
so far apart.
your very heart
entwined
with thought which
bleeds an immeasurable
torment begs of the rain
for love
and i
can only watch you as you mourn.
undyingly i have failed you
for how i couldn't
save you from
all we've lost.
is this just or
something we anchor from our longing?
o farewell belovéd
mother
i pray that you can see
as angels lead you through those
gates
just what you mean to me
for in my heart i feel so
lost
and in my soul i'm cold
i wish that i were there for
you
more often on that road
although i know your pain is
gone
it's hard for me to say
o farewell belovéd
mother
we'll meet again one
day
such things are built in all my thoughts
and here within my soul
i lived and gave this world to you
but still you felt un-whole
i wonder what i should have done
to bleed for you again
and have you smile my way once more
do you remember when
dreams where made of cadency
and beauty softly grew
to bury love beneath your skin
and constantly make true
the thoughts which laid within your heart
to make me smile again
so i may know your love once more
do you remember when
to bleed for you again
and have you smile my way once more
do you remember when
dreams where made of cadency
and beauty softly grew
to bury love beneath your skin
and constantly make true
the thoughts which laid within your heart
to make me smile again
so i may know your love once more
do you remember when
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i despise that eye-searing daystar
which exposes my naked soul
as i walk throughout this cursed realm
so alone, lost, and unknown
these weary thoughts within my heart
have spilt upon the page
while the center of this dimming life
makes me envy the darkest days
where sorrow thrives and withers light
oh, the heavens undying pain
remains the gift that veils my eyes
through the thought which bore my shame
i cant exist as others do
inside where nothing is left
while feeling so bitter and so cold
in my essence where love is vexed
which exposes my naked soul
as i walk throughout this cursed realm
so alone, lost, and unknown
these weary thoughts within my heart
have spilt upon the page
while the center of this dimming life
makes me envy the darkest days
where sorrow thrives and withers light
oh, the heavens undying pain
remains the gift that veils my eyes
through the thought which bore my shame
i cant exist as others do
inside where nothing is left
while feeling so bitter and so cold
in my essence where love is vexed
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