Showing posts with label Always. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Always. Show all posts
this room
seems so much more
filled with beauty as you
lay naked beneath
the snuggle of a windy blanket
the reasons unknown to you but
the truth lies vacantly
and deeply in my own quivering heart
i quietly palpitate in a murky mind state,
hands covering my face in tears,
confused... so, so confused and yet
so in love because
i finally have you
to myself
the cyanide's confession
bore to you my truest feelings,
do you see now, sweet lover...
do you finally see?
it's how i have always
needed you
the gun cocks back and
the silence whisks me away
to be with you
for always.
seems so much more
filled with beauty as you
lay naked beneath
the snuggle of a windy blanket
the reasons unknown to you but
the truth lies vacantly
and deeply in my own quivering heart
i quietly palpitate in a murky mind state,
hands covering my face in tears,
confused... so, so confused and yet
so in love because
i finally have you
to myself
the cyanide's confession
bore to you my truest feelings,
do you see now, sweet lover...
do you finally see?
it's how i have always
needed you
the gun cocks back and
the silence whisks me away
to be with you
for always.
how i feel insane while i softly
whimper through the fragile syllables
of your haunting name;
hoping you could hear me,
and feel the life you gave
my undying soul
dwindle away
while oh,
the echo of each day, each night
we intimately conversed
sends ache throughout
the breadth
of my unchained heart
and i see you...
oh, God how i still see you
so beautiful.
as each turn of phrase endures
the fall
from my heart
toward the inviting page
i ponder where they've originated
truly
is it...
heaven?
do i believe in such a thing?
oh no! even-handed answers do not
derive from whence they came...
at least i don't think.
i consider what they may
possibly mean to me
as i bare my unyielding soul
could it be
that i am vacant in the exact moment
i proceed to conjure their beautiful life?
perhaps. but no answer,
no matter the inquiry,
is quite as simple.
and so, i tie all i know together
within the old tree
that sits just outside my window
as i write.
nature itself surely must hold the key.
whimsical winds caress the erect trees
and brim an energy
which we all know except...
not all of us realize.
what is an impossible question? a riddle?
where do i come from and
what am i?
to this i can only whisper
with my fingers tangled in my hair:
"a 'poet' is all i know
i can be."
skinny-dip your soul with me
through the breath of life
that channels these lucid dreams
see us dance against
the bluish red skies as the sun
bids farewell until sweet life to come,
sweet life to come
feel me hold you ever closely
begging of your heart for an ounce of you
to touch, to taste, to catch the scent of,
then let me die in that blessedness
which remains as my ideal fantasy
how i have often believed that
through such tranquility
this dreamland will bequeath frivolous hues
so much so that twilight will lament
then swivel an existence
that only beauty could have conjured
even so i imagine with you
this could be our rise
into an eternity
only deep emotion could have ever
slathered
and oh, it still keeps on
that i yearningly love you,
and will love you always...
word for word
through the breath of life
that channels these lucid dreams
see us dance against
the bluish red skies as the sun
bids farewell until sweet life to come,
sweet life to come
feel me hold you ever closely
begging of your heart for an ounce of you
to touch, to taste, to catch the scent of,
then let me die in that blessedness
which remains as my ideal fantasy
how i have often believed that
through such tranquility
this dreamland will bequeath frivolous hues
so much so that twilight will lament
then swivel an existence
that only beauty could have conjured
even so i imagine with you
this could be our rise
into an eternity
only deep emotion could have ever
slathered
and oh, it still keeps on
that i yearningly love you,
and will love you always...
word for word
the tone of your salty silence retorts
to have me unknowing of what
i could possibly say to sever myself
from the awkwardness
of ever speaking my heart
to begin with
for oh, my soul...
how it never ceased to intermingle with the existence
of my every dream while i
have only whispered of
unbiased beauty through its
perpetual essence
see i was afraid, afraid
'til i gasped my final breath before uttering
what i could only hope would release you from yourself:
'i will ALWAYS
love you'
to have me unknowing of what
i could possibly say to sever myself
from the awkwardness
of ever speaking my heart
to begin with
for oh, my soul...
how it never ceased to intermingle with the existence
of my every dream while i
have only whispered of
unbiased beauty through its
perpetual essence
see i was afraid, afraid
'til i gasped my final breath before uttering
what i could only hope would release you from yourself:
'i will ALWAYS
love you'
my thoughts linger
ever often
during hours in which
the world seems
to doze beneath the moonlit skies
i'm alone, while waiting for...
something. anything.
and i cry to the stars for your
amorous touch.
where are you and
do you think of me too?
days when we were
so fond of beautiful sunsets
haunt me.
my eyes veiled.
oh, you seem so near, yet
so far, so far, so far.
how has it come to this?
i need you.
o farewell belovéd
mother
i pray that you can see
as angels lead you through those
gates
just what you mean to me
for in my heart i feel so
lost
and in my soul i'm cold
i wish that i were there for
you
more often on that road
although i know your pain is
gone
it's hard for me to say
o farewell belovéd
mother
we'll meet again one
day
you are the sun, i am the moon, we'll never touch
we'll never know the beauty of a kiss
i'll never know what it may be to miss you much
for i have never mingled with your bliss
i search for you, you are the light deep in my heart
you light my path when i am lost, oh love
you are the sun, i am the moon, we'll never part
though we may share the heavens high above
it's in my nature to be far from your embrace
yet i still hope you hear what i convey
i often do what it may take to know your grace
and so i'll find my way to you one day
you are the sun, i am the moon, though this is true
i'll always be in love with only you
we'll never know the beauty of a kiss
i'll never know what it may be to miss you much
for i have never mingled with your bliss
i search for you, you are the light deep in my heart
you light my path when i am lost, oh love
you are the sun, i am the moon, we'll never part
though we may share the heavens high above
it's in my nature to be far from your embrace
yet i still hope you hear what i convey
i often do what it may take to know your grace
and so i'll find my way to you one day
you are the sun, i am the moon, though this is true
i'll always be in love with only you
remembering when you were mine
I held you - reluctant!
you've surged throughout my soul: traveling aimlessly...
wandering, swaying like a leaf amid an autumn's breeze
you were so afraid, so afraid
beneath the moon you shone with such an eloquence
that I could not help but to fall in love
my confessions yearned for your lips and
ever softly I wept to know your ripening thoughts
(searching for you in the night)
lover's were we when the open doors of breath
recaptured our every whim;
we've drowned, we've drowned
and so, undyingly and again:
I will beseech you.
there is an image of this girl within my heart
who once embraced me when i was a teen
i cared for her when dreams would conjure as an art
the truest beauty that you've ever seen
the stars would shine and smile on us from high above
it felt as though our bond would never die
yet she confessed to me that it was never love
and that we both ignited a dark lie
within her tears she claimed that she must go away
i begged and pleaded on my knees for her
for how could one be such an angel but then stray
from all that we could ever be and were
i hear that soothing echo of the day we met
and find the reason i cannot forget
a single breath
weaves a thousand lies
bore by the truth as all your dreams
still linger of his breath.
oh, i'm grazing...
grazing my heart with
hope to find you
interwoven in those lines
that you so seductively moan
in such a radiant beauty.
i'm mesmerized,
lost to the whole world but...
for you i am there in
that moment you've always felt
obligated to create.
the most delicate hint of me
slowly trickles.
i am
in love.
weaves a thousand lies
bore by the truth as all your dreams
still linger of his breath.
oh, i'm grazing...
grazing my heart with
hope to find you
interwoven in those lines
that you so seductively moan
in such a radiant beauty.
i'm mesmerized,
lost to the whole world but...
for you i am there in
that moment you've always felt
obligated to create.
the most delicate hint of me
slowly trickles.
i am
in love.
my eyes against the lovely sky
this evening's lilac hues
i stand between june and july
and whisper "i love you"
for how your faith has touched my heart
then see us both entwine
until the sun dies for the dark
much as you are not mine
i dance bathetically for breath
beneath a willow tree
for it's of you i am bereft
i twist the knife you sheathe
then bring an end to how i flame
with passion for your soul
and though that passion will all drain
i'll never let you go
this evening's lilac hues
i stand between june and july
and whisper "i love you"
for how your faith has touched my heart
then see us both entwine
until the sun dies for the dark
much as you are not mine
i dance bathetically for breath
beneath a willow tree
for it's of you i am bereft
i twist the knife you sheathe
then bring an end to how i flame
with passion for your soul
and though that passion will all drain
i'll never let you go
she is my everlasting obsession
i could love her as though
i were existing as her favorite flower
she would never bear to see my soul wither
and beheld by her meticulous eyes
i would be the one
who'd brighten her day
my obsession
whose smile can place the sun's brilliance
into such shame that sweet heaven's angels would weep
her heart is perfectly divine
and when she speaks it dear Euterpe
becomes envious of the music
that echoes
she is my everlasting
obsession...
my obsession
i could love her as though
i were existing as her favorite flower
she would never bear to see my soul wither
and beheld by her meticulous eyes
i would be the one
who'd brighten her day
my obsession
whose smile can place the sun's brilliance
into such shame that sweet heaven's angels would weep
her heart is perfectly divine
and when she speaks it dear Euterpe
becomes envious of the music
that echoes
she is my everlasting
obsession...
my obsession
beneath the ashen orb of night i wile away
deep in the muted beauty of my dreams
while lamenting yearns to keep my pith at bay
and have me fail to find the world, it seems
as every shard of my heart lies from pole to pole
to bleed the deepest thoughts i hold for her
i trickle softly from my melancholic soul
then breathe that reverie until it blurs
the gelid night is settled in a blue embrace
and softly i confess what i rethought
by whispering my essence to sweet heaven's grace
for all we ever lived then sought and sought
but soon discovered my own secret self deprived
of all i found in her while love survived
deep in the muted beauty of my dreams
while lamenting yearns to keep my pith at bay
and have me fail to find the world, it seems
as every shard of my heart lies from pole to pole
to bleed the deepest thoughts i hold for her
i trickle softly from my melancholic soul
then breathe that reverie until it blurs
the gelid night is settled in a blue embrace
and softly i confess what i rethought
by whispering my essence to sweet heaven's grace
for all we ever lived then sought and sought
but soon discovered my own secret self deprived
of all i found in her while love survived
I needed her, so, to live I have withered
Away, beyond my lovely brunette
Her story so tragic, a lifeless endeavor
How seldom it is that we forget
To retrieve what I thought no time can away
In every moment we always had kept
I needed her, so, to live I have withered
Away, beyond the moment she slept
To mask this away I knew not to cry
But bury all of my pain deep within
While angels do tell of a life once endured
By her fated release of a way into sin
And no answer can be enough to make sure
That hopefulness dawns deep beyond my life
I needed her, so, to live I have withered
Pouring despair while wailing my eyes
I hear the beauty in her words by echoing despair
They whisper through the hollows of a solitary prayer
The dark cathedral sheds undying lies by God's embrace
Beneath a veil of servitude her spirit's failing grace
I only wish to steal her from the angel's light above
And vow to her a solemn oath, the promise of my love
If ever the unyielding faith I wed with mournful days
Abandons me then I will die to have her for always
How frightful it is for you to say
In whispered tone my name in vain
I had not once single handedly
Taken for granted the things you need
And knowing not once as deep within
This tone you dare to shout in sin
How dreadful it is for you to tell
Of things you retrieve from the depths of hell
In whispered tone toward the moon
I've longed for someone who was like you
But not once thought within your grace
You'd turn away from my embrace
So on I'll live without your touch
And miss you always oh so much
How frightful it was for you to say
In whispered tone my name in vain
For your tears and your smiles
moments you shed like autumn leaves
and bloom like petals of an unseen flower
will you think of me?
for every shade of emotion you go through
and all that this life does grant your way
as you move on from things and forget all awhile
will you think of me?
for your laughter to others who cross your path
lighting your eyes like a beautiful comfort
and stars turn nights into endless hours
will you think of me?
while you sleep in the ripples of your dreams
pebbles thrown by wishes echo
if I were to whisper your name to the moon
will you think of me?
for the words in this poem I wrote for you
when you awake and discover something's missing
holding the thought that I've kept for always
for you to think of me
moments you shed like autumn leaves
and bloom like petals of an unseen flower
will you think of me?
for every shade of emotion you go through
and all that this life does grant your way
as you move on from things and forget all awhile
will you think of me?
for your laughter to others who cross your path
lighting your eyes like a beautiful comfort
and stars turn nights into endless hours
will you think of me?
while you sleep in the ripples of your dreams
pebbles thrown by wishes echo
if I were to whisper your name to the moon
will you think of me?
for the words in this poem I wrote for you
when you awake and discover something's missing
holding the thought that I've kept for always
for you to think of me
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