Showing posts with label Alone. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alone. Show all posts
shadows aggravate
my heart,
love seems so far away --
so far, so far
and i am lost
beneath the blue veil
of my dreams
i'll linger awhile,
torn, lost without
everything
i never actually knew yet
fantasied of
constantly
no matter how
elegance no longer laces
through all i once held near
i'll wander through and search
for you
'til breath becomes the chill
the air accumulates through
its pale frigidness and
tears fall while
memories loom
i'll sit here and watch
the craving earth
endure
the fragmented rain
and want more
to escape
my very breath of life
ever... and again
my heart,
love seems so far away --
so far, so far
and i am lost
beneath the blue veil
of my dreams
i'll linger awhile,
torn, lost without
everything
i never actually knew yet
fantasied of
constantly
no matter how
elegance no longer laces
through all i once held near
i'll wander through and search
for you
'til breath becomes the chill
the air accumulates through
its pale frigidness and
tears fall while
memories loom
i'll sit here and watch
the craving earth
endure
the fragmented rain
and want more
to escape
my very breath of life
ever... and again
gray dandelion seedheads stream from reveries of yore
to where i thought enchantment wasn't meant to be or for
a fool as gullible as i have always been, my dear
and as i watched the way they danced poetically, my tears
fell from the holiest of places in my brawling heart
and then beheld the way we waltzed a lovely sea of art
against that dream's endearment as blue skies would captivate
the very face of all eternity and all of fate
the field we frolicked in as we would laugh and as we'd play
endears my memory with all i held that lovely day
though oh, you felt it wasn't meant to last yet you still swore
that you would always be for me my dear, dear, sweet amore
then as you ever thought to go away like as the sun
gray dandelion seedheads blew from where our love begun
laden moonlight emerges
through the forest green and
gracefully dances
amid the shimmering
shoal
of the pond that sits before
me
i ponder nothing and yet
everything that should have ever
mattered
to her agitating
soul
faith? what had she doubted
in her last unfathomable
inquiry?
where was she coming from?
chaos invites me into
its cradling haven and
raven strands of tedious hair
wrap around my crooked
fingers
brown eyes gleaming simply of...
my absence
what the fuck did she
expect?
"i don't know what i believe in and that's the truth. read my poetry... i believe in whatever i write blindly about." -- Robert Anderson
"i don't know what i believe in and that's the truth. read my poetry... i believe in whatever i write blindly about." -- Robert Anderson
this room
seems so much more
filled with beauty as you
lay naked beneath
the snuggle of a windy blanket
the reasons unknown to you but
the truth lies vacantly
and deeply in my own quivering heart
i quietly palpitate in a murky mind state,
hands covering my face in tears,
confused... so, so confused and yet
so in love because
i finally have you
to myself
the cyanide's confession
bore to you my truest feelings,
do you see now, sweet lover...
do you finally see?
it's how i have always
needed you
the gun cocks back and
the silence whisks me away
to be with you
for always.
seems so much more
filled with beauty as you
lay naked beneath
the snuggle of a windy blanket
the reasons unknown to you but
the truth lies vacantly
and deeply in my own quivering heart
i quietly palpitate in a murky mind state,
hands covering my face in tears,
confused... so, so confused and yet
so in love because
i finally have you
to myself
the cyanide's confession
bore to you my truest feelings,
do you see now, sweet lover...
do you finally see?
it's how i have always
needed you
the gun cocks back and
the silence whisks me away
to be with you
for always.
i scribe
the mimicry of poetic,
lost in transient hues,
life flashes submerge
my soul as i
utterly drown
reaching a hand above
my gasping heart while beckoning,
oh, how i beckon to heaven yet...
i am
unheard
where is my muse who swore
she'd never go?
just know without you, love, just
know
that i scribed merely
the mimicry of poetic...
the mimicry of poetic,
lost in transient hues,
life flashes submerge
my soul as i
utterly drown
reaching a hand above
my gasping heart while beckoning,
oh, how i beckon to heaven yet...
i am
unheard
where is my muse who swore
she'd never go?
just know without you, love, just
know
that i scribed merely
the mimicry of poetic...
i scavenge for a piece of me
through shattered reveries
for love so that i may be free
come scavenge for my soul with me
from where you haunt my aching heart
to where i'll always die
then scavenge for a way to part
away these tears i cry
what way is there i'm meant to be
when they can't understand
i scavenge for that piece of me
throughout these foreign lands
and crawl with hands leading the way
in hope to find my eyes
and when i do i'll search for you
beneath your sordid guise
through shattered reveries
for love so that i may be free
come scavenge for my soul with me
from where you haunt my aching heart
to where i'll always die
then scavenge for a way to part
away these tears i cry
what way is there i'm meant to be
when they can't understand
i scavenge for that piece of me
throughout these foreign lands
and crawl with hands leading the way
in hope to find my eyes
and when i do i'll search for you
beneath your sordid guise
i drift into shades of
extradition,
mud at my feet while
the muted silver skies seep
their looming confusion into the earth
extradition,
mud at my feet while
the muted silver skies seep
their looming confusion into the earth
thunder beckons but
i'll linger here awhile;
cold and unwanted by
the very breath which bore me
life... without love
i'll linger here awhile;
cold and unwanted by
the very breath which bore me
life... without love
where am i? how will i get
to where i think
i am going?
to where i think
i am going?
unclear of
what answer i could possibly offer
to solace
i mourn
my aching heart
unto oblivion
what answer i could possibly offer
to solace
i mourn
my aching heart
unto oblivion
sadness reaches, such...
loneliness consume me
as unbearably as ever, it seems
loneliness consume me
as unbearably as ever, it seems
i'm so glad for the rain... so
glad.
glad.
and as i try to
untangle
this brokenness fluently burdens
my eclipsing mind
my eclipsing mind
oh, heaven save me.
unnoticed is the ripening beauty of
my sweet enchanter
at intervals with yesterday's vagueness to
tomorrow's dawn
i bore her- ever beautiful
from the garden you laid out before you left
she reminds me of a time
when sunsets meant the world to me
when i would spend each of them
holding you
yet sadly, she'll go unnoticed
for i am far too mesmerized
by this day's vaporous eventide
in an empty room,
i bleed my soul into another
vague possibility
the buttermilk skies
paint a beautiful scene while
the sleepy sun gleams one last time
into this sacrificial prison
confusion swells while
binding me to my most distant
haunting moment:
the night
she lifted the veil from my
fragmented heart.
shadows
make an effort to silence
the echo and yet,
it looms undyingly of consent
i sense i've now become
what i feared the most
vacant.
my eyes against the lovely sky
this evening's lilac hues
i stand between june and july
and whisper "i love you"
for how your faith has touched my heart
then see us both entwine
until the sun dies for the dark
much as you are not mine
i dance bathetically for breath
beneath a willow tree
for it's of you i am bereft
i twist the knife you sheathe
then bring an end to how i flame
with passion for your soul
and though that passion will all drain
i'll never let you go
this evening's lilac hues
i stand between june and july
and whisper "i love you"
for how your faith has touched my heart
then see us both entwine
until the sun dies for the dark
much as you are not mine
i dance bathetically for breath
beneath a willow tree
for it's of you i am bereft
i twist the knife you sheathe
then bring an end to how i flame
with passion for your soul
and though that passion will all drain
i'll never let you go
beneath the ashen orb of night i wile away
deep in the muted beauty of my dreams
while lamenting yearns to keep my pith at bay
and have me fail to find the world, it seems
as every shard of my heart lies from pole to pole
to bleed the deepest thoughts i hold for her
i trickle softly from my melancholic soul
then breathe that reverie until it blurs
the gelid night is settled in a blue embrace
and softly i confess what i rethought
by whispering my essence to sweet heaven's grace
for all we ever lived then sought and sought
but soon discovered my own secret self deprived
of all i found in her while love survived
deep in the muted beauty of my dreams
while lamenting yearns to keep my pith at bay
and have me fail to find the world, it seems
as every shard of my heart lies from pole to pole
to bleed the deepest thoughts i hold for her
i trickle softly from my melancholic soul
then breathe that reverie until it blurs
the gelid night is settled in a blue embrace
and softly i confess what i rethought
by whispering my essence to sweet heaven's grace
for all we ever lived then sought and sought
but soon discovered my own secret self deprived
of all i found in her while love survived
To seek the future out with open arms
It seems to me that each turn is the clue
For every time I tried to reach the stars
It seems to me that each turn is the clue
For every time I tried to reach the stars
I've been away for far too many years
Locked in my mind where I would often wait
For what would come beyond my fallen tears
When dreams would surely guide me on my way
Locked in my mind where I would often wait
For what would come beyond my fallen tears
When dreams would surely guide me on my way
It is with every lesson that I've learned
That life designed for me a lovely tone
Which helped me to attain the thoughts I yearned
No longer do I feel I am alone
That life designed for me a lovely tone
Which helped me to attain the thoughts I yearned
No longer do I feel I am alone
Forgive my misguided ways
I cry because I've hurt you
Please don't say it's okay
For this I don't deserve you
Although I'll always love
My dear sweet AmberDawn
Though it is I'm not enough
I've touched your precious heart
With something made of fear
I cry because I've hurt you
Please don't say it's okay
For this I don't deserve you
Although I'll always love
My dear sweet AmberDawn
Though it is I'm not enough
I've touched your precious heart
With something made of fear
I never meant to reduce
Your beauty down to tears
I need you so much more
I need you so much more
Than you may ever know
For everything I swear
I won't let you be alone
I'll spend my life to make
For everything I swear
I won't let you be alone
I'll spend my life to make
This wrong to what is right
For every drop of tear
You've cried into the night
I love you AmberDawn
And that will never change
I cry because I've hurt you
Please don't say it's okay
I love you AmberDawn
And that will never change
I cry because I've hurt you
Please don't say it's okay
along that empty road
and past the tree that stands
my dreams resemble life
settled by an empty hand
from where I am alone
afar with no one there
unto deep and darkened gloom
there's a feeling I cannot bear
how it aches to seldom hear
your voice of echoed love
the impression of light within
the rhythm of all you've done
and I dare to walk the distance
if it means to be with you
I swear we'll meet one day
to dance beyond the moon
my dreams resemble life
settled by an empty hand
from where I am alone
afar with no one there
unto deep and darkened gloom
there's a feeling I cannot bear
how it aches to seldom hear
your voice of echoed love
the impression of light within
the rhythm of all you've done
and I dare to walk the distance
if it means to be with you
I swear we'll meet one day
to dance beyond the moon
Her beauty was attacked indirectly by deceitAttracting lies, wanting to be free
Of weariness longing such empathy to soothe
All that her beauty does hold true
Her story is sadness in broken fairytale
Confessions denied for the things that she wrote
Had it been me I'd have died for her honor
And not for a moment ever leave her alone
The fractured pieces I will not fail to mend
May not be enough to make her smile again
But I know in time she'll remember me well
Of weariness longing such empathy to soothe
All that her beauty does hold true
Her story is sadness in broken fairytale
Confessions denied for the things that she wrote
Had it been me I'd have died for her honor
And not for a moment ever leave her alone
The fractured pieces I will not fail to mend
May not be enough to make her smile again
But I know in time she'll remember me well
For making her forget she's once withered in hell
i despise that eye-searing daystar
which exposes my naked soul
as i walk throughout this cursed realm
so alone, lost, and unknown
these weary thoughts within my heart
have spilt upon the page
while the center of this dimming life
makes me envy the darkest days
where sorrow thrives and withers light
oh, the heavens undying pain
remains the gift that veils my eyes
through the thought which bore my shame
i cant exist as others do
inside where nothing is left
while feeling so bitter and so cold
in my essence where love is vexed
which exposes my naked soul
as i walk throughout this cursed realm
so alone, lost, and unknown
these weary thoughts within my heart
have spilt upon the page
while the center of this dimming life
makes me envy the darkest days
where sorrow thrives and withers light
oh, the heavens undying pain
remains the gift that veils my eyes
through the thought which bore my shame
i cant exist as others do
inside where nothing is left
while feeling so bitter and so cold
in my essence where love is vexed
Who is it that can understand
when things take form in shadows
when there's nowhere to turn to
how can you mangle
the distance that you've traveled
when sleepless nights die to blanket your eyes
is it for a lifetime alone
I can remember when I first saw you
the very essence I've longed
captured on a night of reminiscence
when your heart fell against my fear
lost and unknown while never to the light
have I ever appeared
masses of ocean abided us
like a million beautiful something's
I wonder now what you think of me
whether your thoughts have turned into nothing
when there's nowhere to turn to
how can you mangle
the distance that you've traveled
when sleepless nights die to blanket your eyes
is it for a lifetime alone
I can remember when I first saw you
the very essence I've longed
captured on a night of reminiscence
when your heart fell against my fear
lost and unknown while never to the light
have I ever appeared
masses of ocean abided us
like a million beautiful something's
I wonder now what you think of me
whether your thoughts have turned into nothing
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