Showing posts with label Demons. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Demons. Show all posts

Truth

Posted by Robert Anderson On Monday, December 7, 2009 0 comments




 
I confide in you
the truth which I have known
see I have died forever
and a day within my soul 
 
my scars lie inside
for I have not known love
and for those who I have trusted
I was never enough 
 
I've done wrong in my life
(no one is just a victim)
influenced by the bastards
who had me in confusion 
 
my mother never cared
so who was I to turn to
who'd teach me to be strong
I've struggled to emerge through 

the memories of abuse
both physical and sexual
for the years I hated myself
my thoughts were suicidal

I'm tainted and unstable
there's no reason to lie
and I feel like a waste
for the space I occupy

so maybe I'm not worthy
to be loved by another
because every time I try
they tear my world asunder 
 
I have so much anger
deep inside me like a burden
it's hard for me to trust
and that's all I know for certain

Posted by Robert Anderson at Monday, December 07, 2009 0 comments
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Ghostly

Posted by Robert Anderson On Tuesday, May 12, 2009 0 comments

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The demons in my weary mind
Invade the very depth
And no one seems to understand
My reasons to want death,
The solace of the darkest hours
When in my chamber light
Bleed beauty in my cold, cold heart
And leave me paling ripe
I crave the words to spill upon
The page with all despair
From dusk to dawn as I lose sleep
Within this darkened lair
I think so much about the touch
Of pain and in my tears
I die by how my soul exists
So ghostly in nightmares

Posted by Robert Anderson at Tuesday, May 12, 2009 0 comments
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