Posted by Robert Anderson
On Monday, December 7, 2009
I confide in you
the truth which I have known
see I have died forever
and a day within my soul my scars lie inside
for I have not known love
and for those who I have trusted
I was never enough I've done wrong in my life
(no one is just a victim)
influenced by the bastards
who had me in confusion my mother never cared
so who was I to turn to who'd teach me to be strong
I've struggled to emerge through
the memories of abuse
both physical and sexual
for the years I hated myself
my thoughts were suicidal
I'm tainted and unstable
there's no reason to lie
and I feel like a waste
for the space I occupy
so maybe I'm not worthy
to be loved by another
because every time I try
they tear my world asunder
I have so much anger
deep inside me like a burden
it's hard for me to trust
and that's all I know for certain |
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